After five years of medically supervised weight management programs, I was feeling defeated. I began to question my faith and my relationship with God because I wondered why I was working so hard and not receiving any results.
My doctor knew that I was getting frustrated and she suggested a procedure that she was totally against, Gastric Bypass. She was reluctant because she thought that diet and exercise should be all that you need to lose weight. She knew a nutritionist was monitoring me and that I was dieting and exercising but not achieving the desired results. She told me that she normally does not suggest surgery as a method to lose weight but she knew that I was trying and it was the only thing left to do.
Like several American families dealing with unhealthy weight and poor eating habits I was borderline diabetic and with two type-2 diabetic parents. It was imperative that I lose some weight. I told her that I was placing the decision in God's hands. I knew that God would direct my journey to a healthier me!
I was very calm the day of my surgery because I knew that I had prayers being sent up from family and friends. I was at peace with my decision. My relationship with God was so strong. I knew that my day had come for me to start living again. This would be the beginning of a healthier life for me. I prayed as they wheeled me into the operating room, I knew that I would be okay.
My surgery was very successful. I managed to lose 150 pounds in the first year and have managed to maintain my current weight of 155 pounds for the last seven years. It is still a challenge.
Surgery alone is not a solution. Maintenance is just as important. I do not eat the way that I use to. I eat foods that are healthier and different from my past. I like to walk on the beach because it gives me time alone to reflect and pray while I am getting some exercise.
Now I can do things like volunteer at a church car wash more easily and much better than I could before. I believe that I went through this journey so that I can help others. I believe that my experience was hard so that I could share my story of how I have made it to a healthier life. It is a life that has led to a healthier relationship with God as well.
For additional spiritual applications read our related Every Body Matters content:Heads Without Bodies.
